Was back at gym tonight after a good nap with Lucky.
Have to attend the annual condo association meeting tomorrow at 10 a.m., so trying to go to bed a little earlier (but as you see, I'm still up pretty late).
E. called after he got home from work tonight, as normal (twice, which is usual, the second time after he'd watched "Nip/Tuck"). Both times, I thanked him for calling - something I would never usually say, but after Wednesday night and his being incommunicado, I'm still wary. I hope he realizes that I'm putting a little distance between us, just to save myself from disappointment and, left's face it, hurt. (Damage was done.) (And apparently other people had also been concerned the other night and left messages on his phone, such as his own family.)
I'm not trying to dredge up the past here, but...
People mature and change (as I myself have) and it's a process. I can appreciate that, but meanwhile I have to keep my own life in balance, to the best of my ability. Avoid static.
Have to attend the annual condo association meeting tomorrow at 10 a.m., so trying to go to bed a little earlier (but as you see, I'm still up pretty late).
E. called after he got home from work tonight, as normal (twice, which is usual, the second time after he'd watched "Nip/Tuck"). Both times, I thanked him for calling - something I would never usually say, but after Wednesday night and his being incommunicado, I'm still wary. I hope he realizes that I'm putting a little distance between us, just to save myself from disappointment and, left's face it, hurt. (Damage was done.) (And apparently other people had also been concerned the other night and left messages on his phone, such as his own family.)
I'm not trying to dredge up the past here, but...
People mature and change (as I myself have) and it's a process. I can appreciate that, but meanwhile I have to keep my own life in balance, to the best of my ability. Avoid static.
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